The last few days have been some of the lowest I have had since my parents died. The outcome? I am colder and more about my kids and I am us surviving then helping people. I learned that the people who you thought would be the ones to count on will be the ones to not and even now as I make calls to see who will help me I am gradually marking people off my list.
You see folks I got a plan one that I cannot announce just yet but if everything goes right by Sept or October of this year my life is going to make a big change. I am going to do what I feel best for my kids and myself. Whatever is necessary. And nobody can make it happen but me.