Somethings start to look up while other obstacles get thrown into my path. Not really much one can say at this point. Life is just about surviving at this point just putting one foot in front of the other. I don't expect people to understand what I am going through. Who could? No one but me knows the truth about how I feel each day, about what is pushing me to get out of bed.
I finally got another job. It is a work from home job....it makes life a little better plus its for a respectable company who has a partnership with an awesome company. I am honestly pumped about providing customer service for this company. I will start my 5 week training on Oct 13th.
I finally got moved to my parents old house. It would normally be great but we have a bug problem that I was unprepared to deal with that I didn't know about. It has me on egg to be honest....not really sure what to make of the situation. But there is no backing out now. Now we just push forward and eventually the house will be turned into a home again. But right now it is honestly a mess. The only complaint I really have is there is no air or heat in this house so that means I am going to have to buy at least 2 space heaters. Which in themselves make me nervous because you just never know.
Xay started riding the school bus to school on Thursday. He was pretty happy about it which made me relax...where I am working and I no longer have my parents I am going to have to find a nanny. Someone who will pick him up from school, heat up some food for him to have for dinner, give him a bath, and also watch Ziah and make sure she is fed and changed. Not an easy task when you don't trust people. We will see tho.