Wednesday, January 22, 2014

If I Had of Known....


If I had of known that this pregnancy was going to be so different I might have rethought my excitement over it.

Don't get me wrong I am all excited about the end result but at 6 1/2 months I have had a lot of symptoms that were....not there the first time. Morning sickness, dehydration, colds, nose bleeds, and the newest up is this RUQ (right upper quadrant) pain. Let me be specific it is quite literally at the top of baby bump under my right breast at the bottom of my ribs.

Last week the doctor tested my liver and tomorrow he is sending me to get a RUQ ultrasound to check all the parts that being smashed. Personally the pain feels more like nerve pain to me. A burning stabbing sensation that most of the time hurts at the level of a 7 and then has these random moments of severe pain that rates on the same level of contractions at their worst. And what I got told however? Just deal with it.

Just deal with it? You mean to tell me I have three more months of this pain which will most likely get rough the bigger she gets? I am not a happy mommy.

I can't sleep peacefully and it was something even with the large tummy that I was used to.

So this is me sending out a plea to my daughter....

               Please baby girl I know you are just making yourself comfortable but mommy needs a little
              break from the pain!