Thursday, June 28, 2012

What a joke

Tonight was a fucking joke. I should have known better then to believe that he would ever be hold up to his end of the deal when it came to this.  I am going six days strong, I did my dares and I have tried to apply the lessons to my life each day.
Two days in on Chris’ side and he already snatched me up saying that it was my “attitude” and “mouth.” What a joke that only thing I did was ask him exactly the same thing he pestered me about. But double standards are always okay in his world I guess. Kind of makes me requestion if this is even worth it. If he can so easily choke me but cannot get along with me then what is the point?  
I don't want to be the only one trying to fix this.
I don't have a jaded opinion on love. I don't even have high expectations. But come on people if the dares were super hard it would be understandable. But they aren't.
I refused to participate in his argument....could have got an attitude, could have done a lot of things. Instead, I asked "are you happy?" Because I really hope he feels like a big man.