Friday, June 29, 2012

Day 7: Love Believes The Best

After today flipping the page was a little bit harder. But I shouldn't give up even though my heart aches for an apology and to just be treated right; I don't expect it. I know in his eyes all I do is wrong I guess that is why he thinks all this is a joke. That I haven't made it through this far. Just because he won't change doesn't mean that I have to stay the same.

Today's pages talk about focusing on the postive memories instead of the memories that make us think badly about our partner. It speaks on letting love lead and to focus on the good qualities and making good memories. It says, "it is a decision that you make, whether they deserve it or not."

I knew to begin with that this journey wasn't going to be easy. I really didn't expect todays events to happen when I truly was running my mouth and acting like I usually did. It was a real eye opener and now he is acting as if he did nothing wrong, like nothing happened.

Day 6 Dare:
For today's dare, get two sheets of paper.
On the first one, spend a few minutes writing out
positive things about your spouse. Then do the same
with negative things on the second sheet.
Place both sheets in a secret place for another day,
pick a positive attribute from the first list and
thank your spouse for having this characteristic.

I understand that no one is perfect....but there is a difference in honestly messing up and not trying at all. It shows people how much what ever it is your are working at is worth it.

I don't feel like he thinks I am worth it.