Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Rainy Idle Days

Wednesday is food pantry giveaway so I dealt with a lot of people today. I don't mind but today is one of those days I just don't feel. I don't feel like smiling, I don't feel like being at work, I just don't feel happy. But I go through days like this. It is a reminder that I still fight with depression but most days it seems like I keep it in check.

Today is a rainy idle day and that means more time for my mind to wonder. It feels like there is a million things swirlling in my head yet I can't grab on to one single thought and it leaves me feeling so overwhelmed. I can't put it on paper or even on hear because my mind does not have the words. I try to day dream to pass time Lord knows I have an active imagination and if only dreams come true.