I want this mirena out.
But I can't and I hate it.
I hate that I can't have another baby right now.
I hate that everyone is having babies.
I hate that people who had babies around the same time as Xay was born are once again pregnant.
I want another baby,
I want my son to grow up with siblings close to his age that he can play with.
I hate that I can't marry Chris because of what my mom would think...even though I would go elope with him right now.
I hate that everything that I really want I can't have.