Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Hate it all

I want this mirena out.

Period.

But I can't and I hate it.

I hate that I can't have another baby right now.

I hate that everyone is having babies.

I hate that people who had babies around the same time as Xay was born are once again pregnant.

I want another baby,

I want my son to grow up with siblings close to his age that he can play with.

I hate that I can't marry Chris because of what my mom would think...even though I would go elope with him right now.

I hate that everything that I really want I can't have.

End rant.