My precious son I love you so much.
I know that mommy hasn't been around as much as she used to the last couple of months but I am making it better one step at a time.
You are a big boy today. One year old.
It seems hard to believe this time last year I was laying on the bed in labor waiting to meet you.
I have a big letter written for you but I just wanted to take a second to say Happy Birthday little one.
I can't say I planned you but I most definitely do not regret you.
Someday soon things will be normal and okay but until then please remember mommy is always with you.
I love you.