Things have happened over the last couple of days that shouldn't have. Mistakes were made and stuff was dealt with. Tonight starts a new journey. You see I have come to realize just how important networking really is. I a very close to being a hermit but speaking today with two ladies who had connections really opened my eyes. Telling me that I do have a chance for something then just dealing with my mom. Telling me that things were going to be alright even though this was a down period. And for once for once I believe them. I feel okay tonight for once amidst all of the bullshit I feel okay.