My heart aches for my big brother. He wrecked his car Friday night and his friend died on impact. He is in Texas which means there is no possible way I can be there because I don't have the money and it kills me to know he is hurting and that I can't be there. He has the worst luck with cars and his friends mean everything to him because down there that is all he has. So what can a person do? It scares me because I know he doesn't believe in God and this certainly didn't help matters but God was on his side because if he had of been any bigger he most likely would have been killed too.
So in a way the happiness I should have this mother's day is tainted with the worry I feel for my brother. Hopefully he will call me.