Monday, December 7, 2009

Nope it's simply not me....

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Welcome to Not Me! Monday! This blog carnival was created by MckMama. You can head over to her blog to read what she and everyone else have not been doing this week. As for me..here goes:

It was not me who laid in bed an extra hour because of the snow and the fact the house was cold and I just did not want to go to work. It was not me who walk into work with barely a minute to spare. It was not me who got a email saying that I was most likely going to loose my fasfa this next semester and who have to file an appeal. It was not me tried really hard not to cry because I feel like that harder I try to get ahead the further I get behind with school. It was not me who wanted to tell the lady at work I did NOT want to go to lowest floor of the library because its cold and creepy. It was not me who ran taking two stairs at a time because I a book fell all by its self while I was down there. It was not me who is so frustrated at the moment. It is not me who wants to go home throw my pajamas on and curl up in bed with my son and stay there until the day is over. It is not me who feels utterly lost at the moment. It is not me who is continuing on with all the stuff because of my son and my want for a better future for his sake alone. It is not me who is a slight Grinch because Christmas is so messy this year. It is not me who doesn't even have a Christmas tree up at this point because my mom and dad don't know where it is and I don't have the money to buy a new one. It is not me who still feels like crying and just might before this day is over. It is not me who is wasting time trying to look productive so the lady won't send me back to the basement to finish putting away books for the next 13 minutes. And finally it is not me who craves companionship of someone other then my parents, my boyfriend, and his brother.

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  1. *hugs*

    I'm having a rough go of it today as well... maybe it's the weather? Carl got home early from work, which SHOULD make me happy... but really just ticked me off. All he does is watch Stargate SG1 episodes on his computer -- I can't watch TV when he's doing this, because his computer knocks out or digital antenna (just his, not mine. I think it's because he cracked the plastic or something, who knows). And as you know, its hard to do much else when you're nursing!

    I'm coming home this weekend, and may try and finagle a day or two (Mon-Tueday) at home so I can work some... mayhaps we can have a girl and baby day out.

    *hugs again*

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