Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Missing my baby

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So I am sitting at work once again and I feel like a piece of me is missing. This is the first time that I have really been away from Xay since he was born and I have to say I just don't like it. I mean don't get me wrong I know my mom will take care of him and so will PJ when he wakes up but that isn't me. I feel very put out.

Mom loves to throw in my face how I am being like her. But I am not really. I mean if it was her she would give him formula, if it were her she would babywear or hold him, if it where her he would sleep in his crib. But I ain't her. I am protective over him at this point. He is just a little baby! But when he gets older he should earn the right to be able to go with friends and what not. Granted I will know who and where but I won't keep him with me 24/7 but that is many many many years down the road. As of right now I feel like I am doing the right thing and that is all that matters.

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