Saturday, June 13, 2009

5 months

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Life has been busy. I am now 5 months and 1 week pregnant with a precious little boy. I am excited about that fact. His name will be Xadrian Rollan Todd. I am unsure bout last name though. At first I wanted to give him his fathers last name but I am just not so sure.

Life with PJ has been very trying since I got pregnant. Don't get me wrong I love him to death but I am not sure I want to spend the rest of my life with him. Lately I he has been pushing me to the point that I snap so easy. I am really trying because I know this is child and he wants a family. But the truth is unless he grows up fast we aren't even going to making it to Xay's birth. And at the moment I really can't bring myself to care.

Life with mom is impossible to. Whenever I decide where we are going to move I am serious going to start saving to get away. I know I said that before but I don't even care if I have a car now. I can ride a bus if I need to. I just need to get out from under her roof for the sake of my son and myself. Don't misunderstand me I know she loves me and means well but her meddling is destroying what little life I have.

On another note I am filming this movie called "iGirl" it will be shown in schools to raise awareness about sexual assault, dating violence, domestic violence, and stalking. Charles Shouse is the director. It has been hard work but I have loved every second of it.

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