Monday, August 31, 2009

Clinginess

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Ugh I am so clingy and I am not sure what to do about it! I don't want to be away from PJ at all and like it makes it hard because he works at Wal-Mart from 10pm to 7am. I hate sleeping by myself to begin with and it makes it harder that I am so used to him being with me every night that I end up staying up or only be able to sleep for just a little bit before I wake up and can't go back to sleep till he gets home. Last night I managed to sleep till 3am woke up and managed to get back to sleep but woke up a hour later due to a nightmare about Pizza Hut and serial killers and then I could not go back to sleep until PJ got home and on top of all the Xay decided he didn't like the nightmare either because he was kicking my ribs and I mean both sides. He would kick one side then the other then back to the other.

So today was uneventful for the most part. My friend gave me a homemade peanut shell baby sling. I am so excited to try it out when Xay is born. I ate two bowels of chili today and that is it and my tummy still don't feel good. I have been drinking so much liquids and I just feel very huge. Not to mention that I officially think that I am fat everyone keeps saying aww you are finally getting a big tummy and I just want to cry when people say that. I mean it is to be expected but still I just wish October was here and I could work on getting my stomach back.

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