Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Fucking blah!!! I am so tired it isn't even funny. I have a new found respect for anyone who works more then one jobs. I did that today.....I worked from 9am-1pm at the newspaper and then I worked from 4-11pm at Hardee's. I can say that I never want to do both my jobs again like that. Frig that. But yeah that is life you know? You gotta do what you gotta do.

I have realised that I need to grow-up a whole lot. That I am still immature in many ways and that I am a tad bit spoiled. Half of that realising came from the fact that Greg told it to my face. Funny people can say what they want about me but it had to come from someone I love and respect for me to see it. *shakes head* I dunno. I need to work on my temper with my mom a whole heck of a lot. It just gets really frustating...you know? But I need to work on it.....I am going to work on it....that is the mature thing to do. I just can hope that it doesn't get me down like it did last time. Most of the time I just hold it in.....and then we it finally builds up then I break and that doesn't turn out to well.

Greg and Tim just got in...I have missed Greg!!! *smiles* He is to good.....and fucking hot.....I wanted to just him right then and there. Trust me when I say he better not be tired because even though I am tired it is gonna be on.