Thursday, March 23, 2006

Yesterday was alright. We toured the state capital building in Frankfort and also toured the Candy Factory. It was alright there were exchange students from Norway, Brazil, Tailand, South Korea, Germany, and Mexico.

Monica got invited by Jose Carlos (another mexican exchange student) to go to prom in Martin County. She said yes so he is also coming here to go to prom with her too.

Carlos' host dad fell in love with me. He is like mom always wanted a dark skin, dark hair, dark eyes little girl. He has two boys that were adopted that are like that. He said that I lived with him that I would be one spoiled girl. He is going to get me a taco bell dog and also invited me to the KY Derby.

I had to work today. I started feeling sick this morning and it steadily got worse as the day went on. I think I have the flu or a 24 hour bug. No throwing up though so that is a plus.

Amy called me today while I was at work and told me she totaled her blazier. She flipped it going to work one day. Then she told me that Gage (her youngest) was in Cincinnati Children's Hospital in ICU. He had a cold, was throwing up and then started passing blood in his poop. So they said that he might have a bubble in his bouls and if it busted they would have to take him straight to surgery. So I don't know, we are thinking about going to Cincinnati depending on how I feel.

So I am starting to understand what blindly in love means. Its when you love a person so much that you can't see what is in front of your eyes, and when you believe what they say even though your mind is screaming that it is wrong and that they are lieing to you. It's crazy....I don't know I guess that is life and you always have that one person who you love blindly.




"Don't Lie"

[WILL]
Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry
Hey, baby my nose is getting big
I noticed it be growing when I been telling them fibs
Now you say your trust's getting weaker
Probably coz my lies just started getting deeper
And the reason for my confession is that I learn my lesson
And I really think you ought to know the truth
Because I lied and I cheated and I lied a little more
But after I did it I don't know what I did it for
I admit that I have been a little immature
Fucking with your heart like I was the predator
In my book of lies I was the editor
And the author
I forged my signature
And now I apologise for what I did to you
Cos what you did to me I did to you

[FERGIE]
No,no, no, no baby, no, no, no, no don't lie
No, no, no, no, yeah, you know, know, know, know, you gotta try
What you gonna do when it all comes out
When I really see you & what you're all about

No, no, no baby, no, no, no, no don't lie
Yeah, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you gotta try

[APL]
She said I'm leaving
Cos she can't take the pain
It's hard to continue this love it ain't the same
Can't forget the things that I've done inside her brain
Too many lies committed too many games
She feeling like a fool getting on the last train
Trying to maintain but the feeling won't change
I'm sorry for the things that I've done and what I became
Caught up in living my life in the fast lane
Blinded by lights, cameras, you know the fame
I don't know the reason why I did these things

[APL and FERGIE]
And I lie and I lie and I lie and I lie
And now our emotions are drained
Cos I lie and I lie and a little lie lie
And now your emotions are drained

[FERGIE]
No, no, no, no baby, no, no, no, no don't lie (no, don't you lie)
No, no, no, no, yeah, you know, know, know, know, you gotta try (got to try, got to try)
What you gonna do when it all comes out (what you gonna do baby)
When I really see you & what you're all about
Nonono babe, no, no, no, no don't lie
Because you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, gotta try

Ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ba da ba da ba da ba da badabada

[TABOO]
Yo, I'm lying to my girl
Even though I love her
And she all in my world
I give her all my attention and diamonds & pearls
She's the one who makes me feel on top of the world
Still I lie to my girl, I do it

[APL and FERGIE]
And I lie and I lie and I lie till there's no turning back
I don't know why, (and I lie and I lie till I don't know who I am)