Tuesday, November 1, 2005

Court is coming up in 2 days and I am freaking out so bad that it ain't even funny. I am scared of what is going to happen. What if they decide to put me in juvi again? I can't go three months without Ducky I can't!! I won't be able to live right.

I have this rash from this cream called Beyond intimates or something. It's supposed to be hypoallerginic well let's just say that is a HUGE lie because I am broke out down there like a mother and it freaking hurts and itches. I had to go to the hospital and they were like "Your having an allergic reaction to it." The doctor was this african dude and he didn't even look at it which is perfectly fine with me cuz I don't want no guys down there besides Ducky. But yeah they shot each of my butt cheeks up one with benydrel (sp?) and the other with some kind of steroid. Which freaking hurt. Then they gave me a perscription for that steroid in pills (which I would take the shot even though it hurt over that nasty tasting pill anyday) and something else. But I am still itching and burning so yeah life sucks.

I got to have Ducky for the last three nights. Sunday I spent the day with him out in the Turkey Creek area. It was cool to just spend time with me just us. He gave me a gun it's a Titan .25 I think that's right I like it that's for sure. I don't have any bullits for it yet and my parents don't know I have it. But I think that is for the best. I need to oil it.

I think that is it for the time being. Hopefully I will update either tomorrow (if Ducky ain't here) or Thursday for sure if I don't get thrown back into the detention center.