Friday, June 3, 2005

God, I love Ducky so much. I am so scared though that I am going to say something and lose him. I know I won't, I know he loves me but part of me still says 'what if he finds a prettier, sweeter, better person then me?' I know it's crazy but when you have something that matters so much to you then you never want to lose it. I could never see myself with anyone but Jamie. God knew that he was going to be my world.

We're married by the way. Yeah I will post pictures of the rings soon. I think I would died if I lost him. lol. We are not completely legally married...its more of a rings, fake marriage certificate.