Friday, January 21, 2005

Well I found my real family. Well more correctly I found my Uncle Scott. He seems like a really nice man but he told me that he didn't think I would want to talk to my mom because she has serious issues with drugs. My grandparents died in 2001. I have two brothers and a sister. Amy is 18 and is married with a child of her own, Shane is the oldest and he is almost 19, and David is the closest to my age there is about a year between me and him. He is on the wrestling team at his school. Uncle Scott was going to try and get some pictures of them. Mom about died when I told her I left out the fact that I really did tell him my name, and where I was and that I sent pictures to him. But what she doesn't know won't hurt her. She told me that she didn't want me in case my dad decided to take me. I emailed Scott about it, and he told me that he could assure me that that was NOT a problem. So I am pretty happy. I think it is so cool that I found them. Scott owns or works with the big family plumbing buisness. So yeah. I don't want to meet my mom. I have a mother and a father. But I would like to me Shane, Amy, David, and Uncle Scott. You know? Uncle Scott said that that it really bothered my grandmother that they had to put me up. He said that he didn't even know if I was a boy or girl. I am hoping to convince my mom that it is alright to meet them. But I think that might be harder, because of her fears. She says I need to wait till I am 18. But maybe now it will be better? I don't know. But yeah I just wanted to let you all know.